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Done. All that is left is to print out my final research paper. Turn it in. Done.
Pray is all I can do now. I am not really worried about much though cuz' I know that I did and and doing what I need to be doing. Let me state that differently- I think I'm doing what I need to be doing; though I know I could do better.
We are not perfect.
All of us we break, fail, mess up, hurt others, break trust, become selfish, etc...
It's interesting how we can not truly protect someone from the reality of things...It's not our role to protect and guard others. No. We can only do so much help each other stay strong, encouraged, focused, faithful, obedient. However, pain, suffering, persecution, and hate are all inevitable in this life. Seriously- there will always be someone or something that hates all that you do and/or hates all that you are. whether you are seeking the eternal and spritual or not...there will always be haters.
In that case, how can you not put your trust and perspective in that which is beyond our natural flesh existence and that is above this dirt place?...but that's another issue.
We are all going to be hated and will suffer regardless of what we put our hearts and minds to.
But as a fellow brother or sister, to truly love is to point someone to where they need to be going towards; to point them towards where the creator of all, God Almighty, is calling them.
You can't hold onto anything that God wants to pull you away from. His path is far more reliable than your own; even if so don't think so. Our way is really just a means to an end that takes us no where.
This scripture resounds in my head and I looked it up-
"There is a way that seems right to a man,
but in the end it leads to DEATH."
~Proverbs14:12 (NIV)

is this path or way that you're on leading to death? to utter dead end?

Christ's words:
"Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it.
But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to LIFE, and only a few find it."
~Matthew7:13-14 (NIV)

Death will come to us all. What path or gate will you choose?
Seek and stay on the narrow road and gain life that surpasses the death comes to all.

...I don't know why I am still up and awake. I learned something from this too.
I wait and pray and hope that this is all in control by God and not by my own desires.
PrayLoveLive- its tough. I want to be closer but I can't control distance. Soon I hope to make it all clear and communicated. I am interested- but I have to wait. Keep it clear since we can't be near...Here we go.